Disappointment

Disappointment is a feeling that I am apparently going to be quite intimate with. I want to start a family more than anything else but it seems that my body hates me. I found out I was pregnant at 5 weeks and exactly a week later I lost it. I am also fairly sure I lost one in January also, but a bit sooner than this last one. I feel quite apathetic at this point about most everything and I just can't seem to get motivated. Maybe one day I will get something I want out of life besides more school and more disappointment.