To Do List

I have so many things to do these days, but at the same time I feel bored by almost everything. I get stuff done, but I don't ever feel like I get enough done. I feel like I am being buried alive by stuff, but I can't make myself get rid of it all. People say I am motivated. I disagree. I just keep doing stuff because I don't know what I really want to be doing and don't know what else to do.